2die4corey - yeah, I didn't want to respond to this topic because I thought that it would be hard to "get through to you" because i recognize the phase you're going through and you're at a stage where you are rebelling and doing harmful things because you are in denial about the illness and this is your way to say "f*ck you CF, i'm better than you".
But since I realize that you're actually open to listening, I must say.. smoking isn't the only way to "live your life" (as you put it), actually, smoking is just not cool. When you're a teenager yes I understand, gotta fit in and there's a lot of peer pressure and kids are more vulnerable to those things.. but as an adult it's time to start realizing that your health is the only thing that will stay (or not) with you.. your friends couldn't care less if you smoke or not, it's only up to YOU to make that decision. You can fit in by being YOURSELF, that's the bottom line. Also, you're a much stronger person if you're being yourself. And you can say whatever you want, but I will not believe that smoking is something you really want to do. You're stronger and more unique than that I am sure.
Besides...look around.. people who have been smokers for years (healthy people) are constantly trying to quit because they realize how useless and harmful it is. Little lone a person with CF.
Vera, 27