I understand how you are feeling. It is an extremely tough situation. But you MUST do what you have to do for those children! You seem to have a lot of common sense and a really good heart. CF is NOT to be taken lightly! I can't even fathom not giving Zoe her treatments, meds, cpt etc. ..... ever! Have some guts and do what you have to do for those children! You can't rely upon your mother. Thay are a part of you and you must take responsibility. You are too hung up on what your mother will think about you. She obviously does not give a *#!@ about the children. You need to step up to the plate and start swinging...... their lives may depend upon it! Stay strong!
Scott....... Zoe's daddy